Yeah...it's that time on this blog again. Don't expect any sense in here. It's 3 am and i should be either sleeping or working. Can't do either because work puts me to sleep and I cannot sleep because i have to work. Therefore I blog.
I have been having too many George Costanza moments of late- where someone has irritated the heck out of me, and I come up with a killer answer only much later, after the incident has passed. Very frustrating it is. Then I go on and on, improving the response in my head, knowing fully well that it is a bleddy useless exercise. For the next several days, my eyes scour the bus/street/hallway for the offender. Just once, please, I just want to use my comeback line. Please show up in my line of vision..I'm pleading to any gods of people-bumping-into-you that might be listening. Never happens. Many many days later, of course, said person shows up, and all i can say is "HI! LONG TIME NO SEE! HOW ARE YOU!".
My definitions of friends, expectations from relationships..have all changed. Sure enough, one might say. We grow up. Inspite of all the cynicism I have accumulated over the years, small things still manage to leave their mark. Both positive and negative. I like it when the positive happens. It's nice to know that small things still make me happy. Some people still matter, inspite of everything. Some acts still brighten up my day, sometimes, even inspite of the person that did them! :)
On that happy note, I think I will go and sleep!