I am irritated and tired of being someone's sounding board. I am however too nice to get up and leave in the middle of someone's rantorama. I also happen to like this someone, which makes it worse. I wish someone would stop and realise that things are not so miserable as they make it out to be. I try telling them that but it doesn't help. And if its so bad, I wish someone would just accept their sorry pile of shit and move on. Because you can complain and complain and whine and whine and really, where is it going? Admittedly, someone has had a bad hand dealt out to them, and for that, I feel sorry. Someone is also a really nice person and does nice things for me and others. But really. It gets tiresome to listen to the same old negative shpeil all the time. Even the complaints haven't changed and date back to years ago. Move on!
So I play hide and seek and avoid someone when I can. To protect my peace of mind. But sometimes I give in..like someone (else) said- what are friends for? But its very draining. And I don't want to suffer from premature jaded-ness. I have no reason to be unhappy right now. Someone thinks they're warning me for the future. But really, I will fight my battles when I get there. Right now, there is no need to drill all this crap in my head. And I have told someone the same. No use.
Sigh. I must be really stressed to blogging in the middle of my work day from a common workstation.
I think its time to introduce someone to blogging. heh. :p