Vulnerability. is a sad feeling. not at all empowering. but it's very real. so it might be easier to just accept it. And the knowledge may actually make you stronger.
Self-deceit in the name of self-preservation is not a good recipe. It works for a short while, but before you know it, will either come flying apart or make you incapable of separating the real from what is not.
I found a desi radio channel on itunes. yay!
Edited in on public demand
The two channels that Itunes streams here are (Bombay Beats) here. They can be found under "international" in radio in itunes. And they just play bollywood myuzik and occasional bhajan type stuff pops up too so don't let that catch you off guard. :p Enjoy.